Yo yo guys
Today is the second day of school since sch reopen.
Yesterday the lesson was not bad.
Did not much thing anyway.
But was tired.
Showing some kind of attitude yesterday to some ppl
Sorry if i showed u attitude.
Is in a very ok mood yesterday.
After school went for band.
Fall-in got caught the secong time for finger nails xD
I already cut my nails le leh.
Than after fall-in had sectional for almost the whole pratice.
Sectional was FUN man
Better than combined la.
Combined i can't play.
Needa wait for so many bars of rest
Maybe not is half a page of rest than my turn.
Than last 15mins had combine
Thought i can play.
But can't la.
They play the begging than i got no part.
Waited and waited.
Than finally going my part le than mr sim stop.
Say can pack up le.
I was like WTH i wait so long than i can't play =(
Than pack up than took 901
Headed to interchange to take a bus.
Than headed home le.
End of yesterday.
Now today.
Today first peroid was already copying things le.
Copy for 2 peroid.
First 2 peroid was lit and el.
Same cher take so same la like 1h no diff.
Than PE took height and weight.
Same height and lose 2kg from last measure.=)
Than RECESS.
After recess had some bad times.
Was so fed up la.
Than wanted to cry during science lesson.
But manage to hold my tears.
Tahn assembly!
Today porgramme was quite funny?!
Could say it is LAMEEEEEE also la.
Than after assembly ended when home straight.
Never talk to alot of ppl after recees today.
Only talk to less than 10 ppl.
Cos no mood.
So moodless la that time.
How i wish i could cheer up now la. =(
But no one should acn cheer me up de la.
Yes and i mean no one.
Not even u.
Gotta nothing to say le.
Lets take a break from the day bah.
Byeeeee Ppl!! Speechless Gina Ahhh.....I want to cry out la.But i want someone to lend me a shoulder.But when i saw that person i can't cry la.want to cry!!!But dun want to force myself to.Thinking of so much things now.want to find someone that i can really trustTo tell him/her my secrets.But.........I want to talk to la.But can't.I dun want to disturb him since he dun want me to.But is telling him to bring something a disturbance?My heart hurts everyday la.one reason is becos of him and for some others reason.Why i just can't find the person that i could trust.The person that could make me laugh out.No one could do it la.Not even my friends.They just dun noe how to cheer me up.I am putting on a fake smile everytimeAnd a fake laughter always.But no one ever noes it.so wat if ppl noe they also dun care me la.I dun need them in my life also can.Why must they be a part of my life la.When i am sad they just make things even worst for me.I hate that honestly.No one ever gave a thought about my feelings.They think that their the only humans on earth.Am i really that transparent to them i wonders.No noe care about me.So why must i be living.No one and yes i mean it.Not one person noes my well.I got to noe ppl well but they dun.They think that i am just an idiot.But NO i am not la. I want to find my true friend la.The one that understands me.The one that stands in my shoe and gave a thought for me.The one that never treated me as transparent.The one that never force me.The one that iss the best of all.But no one is.Treatung others good should be usless le bah.Always got taken advantage of.So wat if dun have the same feeling.But at least could spare a thought for others.Want wat get wat so....Nothing means much about that.So wat manSo wat.Sad sad sad!! no one really understands me.Thought that u are the one that could understand me but not la.Is u and your gangs of friend that hurt me.NO one else.Is like always the same ppl.I hate it!!! nothing has ever changeHoliday maybe would be bor but is much better for me like this.At least i dun need to cry always.u noe how hard is it to ontrol my tears for 4days.IS diffcult u noe.But u dun.Force myself for wat la.I hate *******
