Yo
Here to post.
Today went to suntec shopping.
Bought nothing back.
But subcribe to nat geo magazine.
It was cheap la $60
Original price was 76?!
Than got a world map free =)
Than went to walk aroud.
Nothing much happen today la.
so nothing to say le
Byeeee!!!Speechless Gina Ahhhhh....I am starting to think about him again la.Thinking of him my whole body felt so cold.How i wish he was here man.HOw i wish he could give me the heat.But should be impossible la.He not in Singapore than is in malaysia or else where.I miss him alot la.I want to see him.But i dun get the chance to meet him.How i wish camp dun end early.HOw i wish now i am still in camp la.I want to seee him.Have my meals with him.All those times are getting back to my mind le.I want him.School pls faster reopen la.Although i love holiday last time.But now i dun i hate holiday.I want to seee him i want to see him!!!Why cant he live in the same place as me.Why he dun have msn?!Why he dun have internet at home la.I want to talk to hm.I only got the courage on the net only.Why!!!!Feling so damn cold now.How i wish someone could give me a warm hug.Everything could be change if it wants to.Or maybe we dun have fate?!I want him la.I now dun even dare message him la.How i wish my courge was back now.I want it back.I want EVERYTHING!!!But is impossible.Ok dun talk about this le.why cant world be just worry free and stress free.NOw thinking of alot alot of things.But dun noe how to express it out.A listening ear would be so damn bad.Using mouth to say out is harder than writing it out on paperI want to cry luh.Crying make me feel so good.Can anyone lend me a shoulder to cry on?!My heart is just so pack.Need to handle so many things now.Than the only way isNOTHING!!Why cant any one understand me.Am i just that diffcult to be undrstand?I have already change alot.My attidue have change.Everything has gone to be nicer to u ppl.But when i am nice i tend to be bully.BUt when i become bad bad u all not happy.Want you all to be happy so i change.But why u all want to take my kindness for granted.Dun need to say anything one of them isYOU!!!Dun look around is U!!Dun bully me la.I treat u all good cos i dun want to be bad.When i am bad i can be a gangster.U all take advantage of me i say nothing.I also dont even try to breath a word out.U noe how nice am i already.If i turn bad u all die le.I will make sure i let none of u off.I treat u nice does not mean anything alrite.It dun mean good to u to.I got my limits too.When u all step over my limit i still heck care.But dun u thing sometime u all have gone overboard.OK lets not say overboard is very overboard ok!I hate thing kind of freaking attidue man.Want to show me this kind of attidue.Who the heck are u.U just have no rite to say me.Look at yourself first before saying anything to me.U want to qurrel with me?No way i hate to qurrel.It will make me cry la.I really dun feel like crying sometimes.BUt i ad no choice to choose from.The tears just end up near my eyesThan it start to drip already.So wat man.U noe how i feel or not.U say u noe!Nah~U dun noe.U wont have this feeling before.When u sleep u will also cry i tell you.There is no peace in my life.No break no nothingUnless i am alone at home.But staring to the four wall makes me think more.Than things start to happen.Why can things be as it is.Changes everywhere now.U change too not just me.Human is a emotional creature!!My mindset could change in just one of your stupid moves.Just one word things could chamge so greatly.U noe how my heart hurts.The pain is so sour and prickly.The things could make my heart stop beating also.So wat for make me be like that.I also noe u want me to be happy.But i cant bring that smile to my face.Cos my sorrows is your happiness.And my happiness is your sorrow.So letting me alone get the pain is better than lettingAlot of ppl feel the pain.To me the pain i nothing now.BUt as time pass the pain seems to get greater.UNtil i could just drop my tears now.No one nows wat i am thinking.So wat if u want me to tell u.U also wont hear de mah.So keep it to myself luh.No one will listen to my sorrows.Yes i mean no one at all.Even if u ask me to tell u u will also not listen.Frankily the pain has gone from my heart to my throat already.No one want to get to noe me at all.everyone is just at the starting line of knowing me only.NO one wants to make a step more.I am a very easy person to noe actually.It just depends on how complicated u are thinking only la.IN just one day if u take that effort.U could noe me alot.felt like dying now after saying all this.My life is just so damn damn stressful.I want to lead a simple life thats all.So pls pls dun make it so complicated.
