HI ppl
Here to post.
Long time no post already =)
Yesterday changed sitting arrangement
So will be stting at the first row but near the door.
Still become a st.
Than nothing much happen la yesterday.
Today went to school for band in the morning @ 8
Than reach there awhile later fall-in.
Than sectional.
Sectonal was fun fun la.
Than combine at the last 30 mintues.
Than pack up and when home.
When to bus 962 with rachel to admiratly.
On the way chatted alot =)
Than went to my hus the game rm to do sci project.
Ya also with sarah la.
Than do abit only la.
Than never do anything much.
Than they just went home not long only.
Left me here posting.
My mood now is like so damn horrible la.
Can cry any mintue.
It is just like being accuse.
I do wat ppl not happy.
Than i never do ppl also not happy so wat u want me to do la.
I also never say anything.
Just discussing the thing only wat.
Than say i show attidude where got la.
I f i show attidude things won't be so good already.
Say wat everyone is no perfect.
Than u thing u very perfect meh.
Want to say say me
Like u noe wat i doing like that.
Is u are the one can?
We doing things u at there doing wat la.
My skin colour not as fair as yours than say i show u face.
And wat i say i will always do.
I am not like u can?!
If i say sorry to u and i never change than wat for i say it to u.
Watse my sms la like that.
I noe u want this to be done and is important to u.
But i already spare alot of my time already la pls.
If i take it so lightly.
U think i will still be here helping u all.
I would rather be staying at home sleeping la.
I am so dog tired than still come and do this rite?
U say my attidude sux than yours is even worst la.
And I never say i got nothing wat.
I Got so many things to do la for goodness sake.
No one ask me to do anything than i dun do la.
Than if i do than u still will say me de wat.
So i do and never do got wat difference la.
I the end still got scolded by u rite.
So i noe i will get scolding still so i do for wat la.
Waste my time.
I already spare u alot of time already.
U also need to change your own attidude first before u say me la.
Like i say u are really in deed worst than me la.
I already change alot already but u dun noe only so i say to u so much also no use.
I change u say i never change.
Wat more u want for me la.
the more i change the more u hate wat.
So no use.
Treat u good also no use wat.
Treat u bad than u grumble say my attidude suxs.
Watever la.
Always want to say me tah nsay la.
Like i care.
Treat u as a friend only wat.
Than still need to get and do so much for u.
Stand in your shoe and give in to u le lor.
But u still dun want.
Have u really really noe my feelings or not.
I am a human ok not an animal la.
I got feelings also.
I am easily hurt la.
Ony u dun ne.
There are so many scars in my heart already.
Than u still want to sprinkle sat on to it.
It really hurts alots can?!
Tell u so much also no use la.
Waste my time only i rather spend it on other things
Ya and mostly i got scolded is becos of u can.
Is always like that de.
NOthing had ever change at all.
U think i like who i am now?
Actually not.
I rather be my usual self instead of being the fake self.
Is so them stress out la.
Need to care so much about this and that.
And i noe u never ever try standing in my shoes for once.
To noe how i fee.
If u noe u won't be like that to me aleady le.
The pain i really like a thousands needles pricking.
Never in my life i had been like this year before.
This would be my worst year forever.Speechless Gina
