Hey here to post.
Today went to vivo city for math trail.
So damn tiring can?
Vivo is like so damn big and we at there doing maths trail -,-
At there do the maths got nothing to do with wat we have learn in class can?
Than i was like so fucking mad.
At the shopping centre run also cannot.
The security than come and say cannot run in the shopping centre.
So wat if i run is my leg rite.
Who the heck is she to care so much man.
than later finding the clue doing the question was like so stupid.
is like i one person doing all the things can.
Than later actually we were the first team
later the rest of the team start to catch up with us.
Tahn later the rest of the class can go buy food and eat accept for our class.
stay there anything also cannot buy.
We were like wat the fuck is that.
Than later at about 12++ went back to school.
Than reached school went to have somthing light.
Than went to hall for pre-camp activity.
Than knew my group members.
Than i was chosen to be in the discipline com.
So sian de but luckily my group member all not bad
But got one thing the boy there very shy lor.
than i was like why the boys so shy de.
After the whole pre-camp activity.
Went to library to listen to the dun noe wat reflection thingy.
Why is always our class de?
thna after that session went for band.
PLay shan hu hai and dublin dances.
Dublin dances was like so hard i dun even noe how to play.
The tempo was like so fast la.
But mr sim slow down the speed le but still fast.
I Think i die le for this song.
Than later 6++ dismissed from band.
Than walk home with sarah.
Than reached home at about 7.30?!
Than just ate finish dinner.
NOw blogging.
Ending my post here.
Had a good time reading.Haix...Kept thinking of alot of thing during my way back home.Thinking through all my results, Friends and CCA.Than realise that i am really such a failure in everything.I dun noe why i suddendly thought of such thing.When i am thinking of it...i felt like crying.I want to cry so much but no one is going to lend me a shoulder to cry on.I felt so emo at that time and nothing could make me happy.Not even if the thing i love stand in front of me.I can stand that kind of feeliingat all.I dun want to be that person that cry for nothing.Such thing is not worth for my tears.I really need a listening ear at that very moment but i was rejected.I really got no choice but to ingnored u scince u dun want to listen.I need to say out all those things that are kept in my heart.But i dun anyone would like to hear it.Thing could be say from a very very long time.It would be say from my bottom of my heart whole-heartly out.But no one would listen i noe.Now i am left with nothing but my family.BUt why am i always being botherBy allthis things i dun one to be bothering about al this thing.It is just so fustrating need to bulrt it out somedays.Or else i will be dead because of all these things.You are not the one that i will tell to i will tell it out when i am feeling to tell.But i hope it would be soon man. I have already given up hope le things cant be possible man.One-sided love i just torturing oneself.I dun one to torture myself.Making myself into such a state would not be good.It just will affect my whole mood. so not go to loove anyone till i am poly?Maybe hope so la hor.But i really want a shoulder to cry on and a good listening ear.I does not matter if it is a boy or girl i just need it thats all. Shouted by Gina
