Sarah: You want to noe me more is easy it just by all my actions it is just so damn simple all my actions means things through my acts u can see how i am feeling but u all just dun noe when i laying on the table sleeping u always disturb me when i am emo is i like another action can.Emo action for me i just not to ignore anything around me and just listen to wat cher is talking and wat u want me to ans is always no ans out and when cher ask me i than will ans. but when i am doing something and concentrating dun disturb me unless u want me to attidude u back i really dun noe wat i happening to me this few days is like a total change person in me when the stupid china girls came *she want me to take care of 1 of them wait long long la i want to concentrae on my studies and not explaining to her.And starting to have a bad habit is tat i need com i go home need to play com if not i will die i also dun noe why is like so addicted to it already la.But i still think tat the gina in school is the fake one and the gina outside school is than the real one.School is all rules and want to break them also diffcult.But now i have starting to find back myself and my guts.Maybe i need to reflect on how i am behaving this few months and last year and make a compare to see if which one i want or maybe i will be the gina outside school when i am in school.Anyway TRUE FRIENDS does not ever exist in this world unless i want to make a miracle happen in me .Sometimes u will never noe maybe the real gina will be back after exams who noe.BUt i believe that i will find back my happy self some days.
Today nothing special in fact everydays school is normal for me and nothing special had ever happen since my birthday.so not talking about school life but talking about wat i will be thinking of instead.But on weekend will be about my personal life if i can use the com.
Now will be studying for maths test so maybe i will post again tomorrow or friday e-learning day haha.
