I really got no choice but to ignore u I think i really need some time to think clearly now my state of mind is very blur so pls dun care about me if u all are nnot finding me i the state of tat but if u all want to care i got no choice but if i show u all attidue or wat sorry now is just not the time i need to clean clearly but it will be fast i will try to take as little time as possible so pls bear with me for the mmoment cos when i am not with u all and with others i feel happy and there is nothing for me to care about.I think i really need to noe all of u again cos knoeing 1 too long is not good for me it will just crash the friendship we had so knowing each other again would be the best. I also dun noe why am i thinking of commiting sucide almost every week but i dun noe whether to or not but in the end i did not and now i am at here in front of the computer typing haha. But i think i will think postively so i wont any how do things so think positive now haha.
more day and 6h and 20 mins to go to sports day
