I really dun noe wat had happen to me at times i really findmyself totally not in use. At times i think tat no friends is good but at times i found tat having friends is a good thing. But i cant really noe whethere to have friends or not. Thinking of the cons and pros i still think tat both aare equal.And i also realise tat we cant be best friend forever cos friends come and go we dun noe when will it happen but in times we do fight but it just cant be help.But at moments i dun want to be your friend cos i want to noe u more i just want to start afresh with u but u dun want so we just get further and further. I actually treated u so nicely but u just dun appreciate it instead u took advantages of my kindness towards u so how can it be cure. I really want to have this friendship forever but u just dun treasure it i cant help but i do. At times u really treated me as a transparent glass.But u dun noe how i feel. Feeling sad is not wat i want but u just cant make me feel happy.Only i will fell happy when i am with the others tat i seldom hang out with and they could make me happy the whole day even when i am sad.I really think tat i need to know u again.PLs let me do it i just cant help it i really want to be happy but u are just making me feel sad and just like a pathetic fool following u all.Pls grant my wish i really want to do tat but u dun want so i cant force u but to accept the truth.
