I have finally think it open but i still wonder wat is it all about tat make me so fussy about.Is it the class or wat i really dun noe i really wanna quit school just cant stand the stress in school. I hate school got alot of time want to escape from school already but i dun feel like disappointing my parents but i really dun noe who could tell me but u surely wont noe how i feel.I think there is a devil in my heart and brain i want to get rid of it but how to brainwash myself or wat. I really got no idea how i wish i could die now and i think death is the only way to settle down all the things.I really need some one to help me but it will not be u it will be someone else but u would not noe the person.Think open mined be positive dun anyhow do things.Jia you i believe i can do it.
Some things are just only for awhile not for long it go for the same as friendship no friendship would last forever and nothing could last long u could lost touch with the person so i still believe tat there is no everlasting best friend or friends in the world unless the person share the same in everything with u having the same thoughts or interest or even u love the person if not nothing would last long.
